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Movies about the acting world are nothing new, but in Hollywood, they usually lean towards comedy or satire. What’s unique about the indie drama The Addiction of Hope is that it takes a more personal and authentic look at the life of an aging actress. Featuring Anne-Marie Johnson, this character-driven story centers on a woman of color, at a certain age, facing a pivotal moment in her life. Johnson not only stars in the film but also produces it, while her husband, Martin Grey, takes on the roles of writer/director and a significant supporting character. 

We meet Johnson’s character, Joanne ‘Jo’ Stock, during an audition tape session. She’s a stunning African American woman in her 60s, but her tall, slender, and youthful appearance could easily make her pass for being mid-40s. Unfortunately, Hollywood’s harsh ageism means that most women over 35 are often seen as ‘past their prime’ (a sentiment echoed by Michelle Yeoh in her Oscar acceptance speech, celebrating her first win at 60). In movies, we frequently see younger actresses cast as mothers, while older male actors continue to be depicted at the peak of their careers, often paired with much younger love interests.

Jo’s been riding the wave of her past fame—she’s got a lovely house in the pricey Silver Lake area of LA with a stunning view and drives a sleek Jaguar sedan. But to keep up that lifestyle, an actor needs to keep working. Even though she starred in a hit TV show back in the day, Jo is struggling to land new gigs. Her relationship with her agent/manager Roger (Alan Rosenberg) isn’t exactly warm, as shown by her awkward encounter with the annoying office secretary Kevin (Matthew Moy), who falsely claims Roger is unavailable when Jo can clearly hear him talking. 

As a divorcee without kids, Jo’s closest family member is her sister Lynnie (Harley Jane Kozak). Even though they aren’t biological sisters (Jo was adopted), their bond is the emotional heart of the film. Lynnie expresses her feelings over the phone, saying she wishes Jo would visit more often. Luckily, a home renovation project that forces Jo to leave her house gives her the perfect excuse to visit Lynnie in the Pacific Northwest. 

It’s funny how people in Lynnie’s life, including her two grown sons and friends, refer to Jo as ‘the actress,’ with some even recognizing her from her TV show or commercials. One of them gets star-struck when he meets her, but you can’t help but feel that Jo is seen as a ‘has-been’ and that her glory days are behind her.

The conversation between the two siblings forces Jo to examine her choices in life and the importance of family versus fame, especially as she learns that Lynnie is diagnosed with cancer. There’s a natural chemistry between the two, and their dialogue feels relatable. It’s what I’d expect from siblings who don’t meet frequently. They clearly love one another, but there’s a bit of tension, specifically about their past and Jo’s career choices that frequently pull her away from the family.

Now, as a married woman over 50 with no kids, I sense that people around Jo think of that decision to focus on her career as a flaw that Jo has to somehow atone for. I don’t think it’s fair, as there are various personal reasons why a woman chooses not to have kids. By the same token, prioritizing career above anything else, including one’s own family, does have its consequences. 

When a starring role opens up for a major network’s pilot, Jo flies back to LA and back on the grind once more. There’s a brief but memorable scene with a fellow seasoned Black actress, Vanessa (Erika Alexander), auditioning for the same part. Jo finds a reflection of herself in her, as they both maneuver through the challenges of maintaining relevance in an industry obsessed with youth.. There are several key supporting characters in Jo’s life who offer her different perspectives: her no-nonsense confidant Charisse (a spunky Shari Belafonte) and David (also played by Martin Grey), a high school art teacher and a longtime friend of Lynnie and Jo. The rest of the supporting cast is largely unmemorable.

The audition process and the coveted meeting with pilot director Riz (Clancy Brown) feel incredibly authentic, likely drawing from the filmmakers’ own long-standing experiences in the industry. The camera focuses on Jo for most of the scene, allowing us to witness her raw emotional response in real time. I commend Johnson’s heartfelt and vulnerable performance here, as Riz’s harsh and blunt direction stirs something within her. You can feel her struggle to maintain her composure while her mind races with thoughts like, “Am I here to work? Do I even want to work? Should I keep doing this?” 

That meeting, along with the one that follows with Roger, becomes a watershed moment for Jo. The scene with Riz underscores the film’s title, suggesting that while hope is usually a positive force that drives us forward, it can also morph into an addiction. For many actresses like Jo, the illusion of hope starts as a coping strategy that eventually ensnares them. Agents or managers occasionally entice their actor clients with the prospect of a significant role, urging them to reorganize their lives around other commitments, even when that gig is anything but guaranteed.

Johnson shines in this role, making Jo’s journey compelling and easy to connect with. If you’ve ever stood at a crossroads, torn between holding onto former dreams or facing a tough reality head-on, The Addiction of Hope presents an engaging tale of personal growth. The most hopeful takeaway is that it’s never too late to embrace change.

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The Addiction of Hope is available to stream on Prime Video or Apple TV